When?

entah kapan semua ini berakhir

entah kapan semua ini berlalu

entah kapan aku bisa

entah kapan aku terbiasa

sejujurnya aku lelah

sejujurnya aku marah

lalu apa yg semestinya dilakukan?

apakah hanya bs pasrah?

menerima semua jalan hidup ini?

entah ini jalan yang telah ditentukan oleh-Nya

atau justru jalan yang kita tentukan sendiri

yang keluar dari jalan yang Dia tentukan

lalu sampai kapan?

aku harus bertahan?

Buat Aku Tersenyum

Datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring
Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku dan kan kukatakan semua

Bila kulelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila kumarah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar

Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu walaupun tuk sekejap
Karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggup redakan aku
Karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah ataupun senang

Dapatkah engkau slalu menjagaku
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku

When your gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

Message from him

September 30, 2011

"Aku inginkan dirimu datang dan temui aku. Dan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu."

Hope it's not just words..

But sincerely from deepest of your heart

And you can prove it :')