Remember this?

Yesterday is a history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Today is a gift.

That's why it's called..

"PRESENT" ;)

That nightmare..

I don't know why that doubt appears again
I don't know why that bad thought appears again
I don't know why that fear appears again

What was this?

Were all these feelings reappears because of that dream?
Because of that nightmare?

Why?

Why i had to dream like that?

Dreams that make my heart feel so doubt
Think twice about.. YOU!
Does the dream was true?
Does the dream in accordance with the fact?
Does the dream was currently happening with the truth?

Why?

Why she always comes up?
Why i always feels so uneasy?

Ya Allah..

What should i do?

I don't want to lose
I also don't want to end up with treason
And please don't let the bitter memories repeated again

Then what should i do?

Was that just a dream?
Dreams that happened because of i think too much about it?

Or..

It was a fact which happening now?

Sooner or later..

Everything will be evident in the fact

message from ☺

"30bulan, 900hari, 21600jam, 1296000menit, 77760000detik. susah, kaya, sedih, senang, marahan, baikan, banyak de. kita lewati berdua, dengan penuh suka cita. ga terasa waktu begitu cepat, kita menjalani hubungan berdua. mulai pertama aku dulu nembak kamu di ponja dengan malu² kucing hehe.

Terus banyak banget kenangan², kejadian² yang udah kita lewatin. setahun, dua tahun, ga terasa semua itu udah berjalan aja. rasa sayang, rasa cinta yang tumbuh diantara kita berdua dapat melewati ujian, cobaan, rintangn, halangan yang menghadang kita berdua selama ini. kita tetap bertahan walaupun banyak masalah yang kita hadapi.

Mulai dari kamu yang dulu suka sama seseorang, sampe kita berantem. terus masalah yang dulu kita susah banget jalan, takut dimarahin ortu kamu, sampe akhirnya mama kamu tau juga hehe. dan masa² bahagia disaat ultah kamu, aku selalu kasih surprise, & disaat ultah aku kamu juga selalu kasih surprise. dua kali kita ngerayain ultah bareng². dengan suasana romantis, penuh kejutan, terus disaat satu tahun kita, dua tahun kita, kita ngerayain berdua.

Banyak banget kenangan² yang kita lewatin sampe ga bisa diungkapin dengan kata² semua itu. tapi satu hal yang harus kamu tau & inget selamanya, aku selalu sayang & cinta sama kamu. simpan barang² dari aku sebagai kenang-kenangan, & sebagai pemersatu hubungan kita. semoga kita akan tetap bersama sampe maut memisahkan kita. semoga Allah menjaga & melindungi hubungan kita. Amin"

THANK'S FOR ALL MY SWEETHEART
( ◦˘ з(◦'ﮞˉ◦) I ♥ YOU

30 months

Today is my 30th months anniversary with my boyf Muhammad Akbar (⌒˛⌒)

We celebrate this day by spending time together with swimming, eating rabbit satay (my favourite food), and watching movie (New Daughter). i'm so happy this day, thank's so much for today my sweetheart :*

Hmm this all really so.. unfelt :)
laugh, sad, jealous, happy, angry, we have been through it together for 30 months..
i hope our relationship more intimate, more loving each other, and we can past all of the problems that come. i hope we'll always be together in love and grief

I LOVE YOU ( ◦˘ з(◦'ﮞˉ◦)

Trust it!

"Get to know yourself, get to know your enemies. So you will not lose the hundreds of battles"

i like that motto!

'cause it has a significant meaning esp. for me :)

thank's to Putri Amalia Oktaviani (my ex chairmate) who has advised and introduced me with that motto \(´▽`)/
i'll always remember that (⌒˛⌒)

Quotation

Everything happens for a reason. Whether we like it or not. The bad things only happen to make us appreciate the good things.

The best love is the one that is given without expecting anything in return.

Be with someone who knows exactly what they have when they have you. Not someone who will realise it when they've lost you.

Just because we fail once, doesn't mean we're gonna fail at everything. Have a self-confidence, keep trying and never give up.

Whatever happens in your life, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine after the rain. Trust Allah.

Don't cry over the past, it's gone. Don't stress about the future, it hasn't arrived. Live in the present and make it beautiful.

The person who has truly loved you is the only one who has the strength to accept your mistakes and forgive you.

Friendship is the rainbow between two hearts sharing seven colors: love, sadness, happiness, truth, faithfulness, secret, and respect.

Confuse~

ya Allah please give me the best way.
honestly i'm so confused about my future. which one is the best for me?
please give me the way out :(
i just wanna makes my parent proud of me.
only You who can help me
to find the solution.
i believe there is no useless effort
and You will give the best for me, my parent,
and also my future.

I TRUST YOU ALLAH :')