That nightmare..

I don't know why that doubt appears again
I don't know why that bad thought appears again
I don't know why that fear appears again

What was this?

Were all these feelings reappears because of that dream?
Because of that nightmare?

Why?

Why i had to dream like that?

Dreams that make my heart feel so doubt
Think twice about.. YOU!
Does the dream was true?
Does the dream in accordance with the fact?
Does the dream was currently happening with the truth?

Why?

Why she always comes up?
Why i always feels so uneasy?

Ya Allah..

What should i do?

I don't want to lose
I also don't want to end up with treason
And please don't let the bitter memories repeated again

Then what should i do?

Was that just a dream?
Dreams that happened because of i think too much about it?

Or..

It was a fact which happening now?

Sooner or later..

Everything will be evident in the fact